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In Memory of my Dear Kitten, YueDan/Fishball
Oct. 29th, 2007 | 08:09 pm
mood: 
sad
music: Nobuo Uematsu FFX - Macalania Woods
My kitten peacefully passed away this morning at 8.40am. We suspected that she might have eaten something poisonous outside. She went missing on Friday in the afternoons after i left her at the backyard with my dog. She is already sick at that time but wasnt really serious. After she went missing on that afternoon, Saturday, and Sunday. I prayed to god for her safe return. God heard my prayers, to give her strenght and guided her home. But Death was merciless.
She came back this morning. I was getting ready for college when my mom and i heard some noise from the backyard. We opened the window and saw my dog sitting infront of the washing machine. When i called out for YueDan (which i always do so that she could follow my voice and come home) and she gave a loud sighing mew. I quickly unlocked the door coz i was so so so happy that she came back coz i bought some cat treats for her from midvalley pets wonderland. When i checked under the washing machine (the machine is on top of an aluminium table) and she was there but her eyes and jaw were wide open and seem lifeless. She was struggling for air and her body was cold and stiff. I pulled her out and her eyes remained blank. She did not blink nor move. I kept calling her name and she responsed. I petted her, held her and she was trying really hard to pur; one last time. What touched me the most is that eventho she is dying. She found the strenght and pulled her back to where she belongs. Just to see us one last time.
I regret deeply coz i couldnt stay next to her until her heart stops beating. I regret that i didnt took her to the vet when i found out that she is not feeling well but i know that regret does not help change the fact and fate that my kitten faced.
Yuedan was a very very and i mean VERY hyper cat. She usualy jumps from a sofa to another and runs like a crazy cat around the living room. Prance and stalks my moving feet and jumps up to the tv and into the empty box she loved. She loved jumping into the box coz i will tease her with my phone strap from the holes and she will either play in the empty box in her own world or sleep in it. She loved to sleep on the sofa and the portable lazy chair my dad bought. There will be no other cat that could replace her. She will always be in my heart and i will never forget that little rascal.
She died while my mom was petting her. She loved the strokes we usualy gave her from the head to her small wiggly tail. She will stretch her paws to show that she is very comfortable. My mom said that she stretched her paws and tried to pur. After stretching her paws, she just lied there. My mom felt that her heartbeat was getting weaker; and it stopped. I couldnt help blaming myself for her death. My mom said, at least she died peacefully knowing that her family is there with her when she took off.
YueDan. I will always remember you no matter what you little rascal. I love you so much.
In memory of YueDan:
Dear cute little YueDan with her mischievious look
Dear little YueDan dozing off on the portable Lazy chair one afternoon
Lol, who says dogs and cats wun get along? here is a picture of Aki MILKING YueDan:
Here's a picture of her peeking thru the gate at my backyard. She got this habit from observing my dog hahhaa:
Here's a picture of her dozing of ontop of my father's fishing equipments:
A video of Yuedan where i was messing with her to make her mew. She really seldom mew so... i was being evil back then... and i really really fully regretted it.
http://rapidshare.com/files/66001126/Yu
Rest in Peace Yuedan. You came to us suddenly and we kept you and you were a part of our family and you left so suddenly. May your soul rest with god and the angels up in heaven.
She came back this morning. I was getting ready for college when my mom and i heard some noise from the backyard. We opened the window and saw my dog sitting infront of the washing machine. When i called out for YueDan (which i always do so that she could follow my voice and come home) and she gave a loud sighing mew. I quickly unlocked the door coz i was so so so happy that she came back coz i bought some cat treats for her from midvalley pets wonderland. When i checked under the washing machine (the machine is on top of an aluminium table) and she was there but her eyes and jaw were wide open and seem lifeless. She was struggling for air and her body was cold and stiff. I pulled her out and her eyes remained blank. She did not blink nor move. I kept calling her name and she responsed. I petted her, held her and she was trying really hard to pur; one last time. What touched me the most is that eventho she is dying. She found the strenght and pulled her back to where she belongs. Just to see us one last time.
I regret deeply coz i couldnt stay next to her until her heart stops beating. I regret that i didnt took her to the vet when i found out that she is not feeling well but i know that regret does not help change the fact and fate that my kitten faced.
Yuedan was a very very and i mean VERY hyper cat. She usualy jumps from a sofa to another and runs like a crazy cat around the living room. Prance and stalks my moving feet and jumps up to the tv and into the empty box she loved. She loved jumping into the box coz i will tease her with my phone strap from the holes and she will either play in the empty box in her own world or sleep in it. She loved to sleep on the sofa and the portable lazy chair my dad bought. There will be no other cat that could replace her. She will always be in my heart and i will never forget that little rascal.
She died while my mom was petting her. She loved the strokes we usualy gave her from the head to her small wiggly tail. She will stretch her paws to show that she is very comfortable. My mom said that she stretched her paws and tried to pur. After stretching her paws, she just lied there. My mom felt that her heartbeat was getting weaker; and it stopped. I couldnt help blaming myself for her death. My mom said, at least she died peacefully knowing that her family is there with her when she took off.
YueDan. I will always remember you no matter what you little rascal. I love you so much.
In memory of YueDan:
Dear cute little YueDan with her mischievious look
Dear little YueDan dozing off on the portable Lazy chair one afternoon
Lol, who says dogs and cats wun get along? here is a picture of Aki MILKING YueDan:
Here's a picture of her peeking thru the gate at my backyard. She got this habit from observing my dog hahhaa:
Here's a picture of her dozing of ontop of my father's fishing equipments:
A video of Yuedan where i was messing with her to make her mew. She really seldom mew so... i was being evil back then... and i really really fully regretted it.
http://rapidshare.com/files/66001126/Yu
Rest in Peace Yuedan. You came to us suddenly and we kept you and you were a part of our family and you left so suddenly. May your soul rest with god and the angels up in heaven.