Random domain of Jun's - June 6th, 2009

+__+ was awaked by the sounds of kompang coz of my neighbor's wedding day. It didnt really bother me that much coz the intervals sounded like bass lol the most cutest part is when my dog got so scared over the sound of those booming kompang, it ran upstairs and scratched on my room door begging me to let her in. I opened the door and it gave me those puppy dog eye looks and whined the whole time so i let her up on my bed. She curled up and was shaking in fear lol i couldnt stop laughing at aki lol although i was really sleepy i couldnt really open my eyes fully haha

question, what do you guys think of wandering boyfriends or girlfriends? My law is simple, you wander for one i go for ten lol

having emo emo angry anxietic whatcamalist you call it last night. Came home late during the evenings coz my class finished at 7pm. Since everyone bailed out when i asked eddie if he wants to have dinner with me or not, he didnt want to coz he had to fetch poh lee home early so i fetched Chia yee back to her hostel. Wanted to have dinner with anlynn and louise but they bailed out also. Have no idea what's wrong with the both of them but they just never fail to make me go =__= at them. Just coz they have a problem with assignments and i think they don't like the idea of me being so mixed with taiko tailous something like that. Whateverrr man. I still cant stop lol-ing at them lol first few weeks of college and there's already politics going on around the campus. Serious lar.. when are you guys gonna grow up just a little? beh, and my anxietic strike is coming back again. I forgot to eat again. Not completely but my stomach is going numb again. So, i don't know when im gonna forget what i ate or not lol Went to jusco wangsa with chia yee, eddie, chee teck, kenzie, ivy and i forgot what's her name lol coz ivy need a new book rack coz her house is loaded with books everywhere. So we split up and i payed my bills and bought some essential stuffs that i need for my car's ventilation thanks to kaori who purposely smoked in my car and i need air fresherners now. So i bought a packet of bead fragrance from glades and at least it smells great now. No more jusco selection packets =__= Then we hang out around the arcades for a little while and i didnt really planned to play on the ferris wheel gift box where you need your timing to unlock the carriages with a lever and a plush toy or gift will fall. So i was tempted coz the wheel was filled with strawberry plushies lol then out of dumb luck, i got myself a strawberry bolster. Wasted Rm10 but the first bolster was gotten out of Rm3. The other Rm8 was i wanted to get one for Chia yee. Failed anyway.

Last night was wtf. Serious wtf
My driving license expired and i didnt knew anything bout it coz i didnt check. I was still driving on thursday where it expires on wednesday and on thursday, there was a road block by JPJ checking driving licenses LOL lucky thing i got through without getting stopped for inspection and i got to know that its expired just only after i finished having dinner with my dear dear at pandan perdana and the road that usually has inspections for license is just around the corner near dear's place wtf i was so freaked out. Since i couldnt find anyone to have dinner with me so i went to look for my dear again for dinner lol we kept hitting each other with my strawberry bolster and i have one big 3in1 attached strawberry bolster kept inside my car so while driving, we were hitting each other like stupid. I think the cars next to us or behind us is going wtf as they were driving lol

and that i have no passport sized photos to start with and i told my parents bout my expired license, they put the blame on me =_= wtf? I blame myself for not checking it early enough but what they were blaming on me was ridiculous. I don't have passport sized photos. Sorry, i don't take pictures often but heck? You blame me coz i dun have them? And then you blame me that my license expired so early and blame me that saturday is a public holiday and i am so stupid. Wtf man. And then i said i have class on monday and they blame me for having class on monday =__= WTHECK???

Well, let me say this,

- I don't have passport sized photos is because i dont have them and i don't have the need to take a picture of myself for it. Blame the needs and wants not me.
- My license expired coz the JPJ says so. Blame JPJ not me.
- Saturday is a public holiday coz its Agong's Birthday. Blame him not me.
- Im stupid coz i have your genes. Blame you not me
- I have class on monday coz the college says so. Blame my college not me.

UGH!!!! I wish i could find a job and be a millionair now and get my ass off from this forsaken roof to be called as a home. Don't you think that im not pressured. I AM pressured. Though i never failed my  subjects in college, im still scared that i might not get enough CGPAs to pass my whole course. What is wrong with me =__= my friends say coz its me getting too involved with stuff and problems that i have no time to concentrate on my own studies. Maybe they were right. I need to lay off and relax. I need to stop worrying bout stuff that doesnt relate to me although they keep finding their way to get near me.

I need to slack off a little more often.

Im tired =__=

tired of being the one that is working off her butt most of the time doing everything for everyone.