My blog.. or journal... or watchamalist you call it. Is my SANCTUARY.

I need more than just popcorn now that i realize that there are people that reads my blog from college. Apparently, they are getting offended by it and some certain someone is spreading my blog link like wildfire in a hot summer's day. I don't get it, if it offends you then stop reading my blog =__= if you missed out my entry when i last warned you guys, fine. I'll repeat this again after repeating ever since a year or so ago.

IF YOU GET FREAKISHLY FRIKKIN OFFENDED OF MY ENTRIES WHATSOEVER WHETHER IT HAS TO DO WITH YOU OR NOT, GET OUT you bloody fag.


I was quite amused when they get worked up all over a blog entry =__= come on, people write and people forgets. What do you expect? Straight away and beat you up when meeting you face to face? Its still amusing to see people getting all goo goo gaa gaa over my blog entry. Popcorn really isnt gonna be enough now. So someone get me a large coke, two bottles of mineral water, get me a hotdog with extra mustard, a Carl's Junior Super Star combo, some chips and a bucket of ice cream. The show is getting heaty =D

Kar Chun asked me to write something bout him in here. Seriously dude, i have no effing idea what to write bout you. Apparently few of my peeps i met back in Pandan Indah and Subang two days ago saw my entry and felt that they REALLY wanna meet my college peeps lol come on guys. Spare us okay? You guys are too old to meet my college peeps. You really HAVE to understand that we are still teenagers damn it. You think that you are still young? For crying out loud, you guys are mostly 25 over! Aint so young no more lol XD Yeah, hit me the next time you see me for calling you old hahah


Sometimes, psychology insecured little kids should just fend themselves off from my offending blog. Are you squirmish? Are you easily aggravated? Then DONT READ. If you avoided my warnings, then you are perfectly normally healtily retarded.

anyway,

went yumcha with Hikki, Billy and Samuel a day or two back. Ugh, was so lost from what to do next so i decided to drive all the way to Pandan indah and fetch EVERYONE back to their respective homes lol one is in Pandan Indah, one is at Pudu Ulu and one at Hang Tuah. Yeah, im wasting petrol but hey, nothing beats a great night out with such great friends eh? The only person missing in the car was my dear dear lol too bad he was busy so we couldnt call him out. We COULD but i just cant afford to drive up to Bukit Segar coz its already depleting my petrol wastage and driving up the hill is gonna kill me and my car next. We were headin to Coffee And Cream house at Pandan Indah until we spotted a new cafe next to it which previously came from a guling-ed mamak. Its a new steak house. More of a cafe steak house and not those Tony Roma TGIF kinda steak house. Still, way better than Taman Billion steaks and WAY better variety of steaks. At least its ALMOST an inch thick than those poser few CMs thick steaks. Nice, not bad and the evnvironment and interior is just country =D the weird thing that i like the most bout the place is? hahaha the toilet. NO KIDDING. I like the toilet. DIm, and scary but still, the toilet is REALLY unique. Most of the design is country. It has a second floor with a balcony in the middle of the dining area and a nice chandelier from second floor to the first. The stairs connecting the first and second floor is quite low and small and steep, so the funny thing is on the platform from the second floor.

' Congratulations, you will be winning a prize'

Thats the message on the platform coz if you are walking down the stairs and knock your head on the way, thats what the stair platform says lol the best thing bout the toilet is its so unique i don't really know how to describe it in words. You lock your door and your door is made from those traditional wood latch like those you have it in the barn. You lock yourself in and then do your thing. Hikki saw this but i didnt. A box says, OPEN ME. FEMALES DUN OPEN. She took a peep and its a trick box. Yeah, females please dun open it. Coz a fake roach will jump out. Apparently the guys there wont want no female guest screaming her lungs off in the toilet and there's no way to get in lol one bad thing bout it is, the waiters and waitresses are either Myanmarians or Thais. So, have fun trying to communicate with them.

I think my stomach is trying to tell me something. I think its telling me to lay off those spicy stuff lol i cant help it XD i have a weird sudden craving for something spicy nowadays.

A guy in friendster just cant stop bugging me =__= i told him i was doing my assignments yet he STILL insists on trying to date me and nudge attacks me on msn. Seriously you guys should stop abusing the nudge. Wait till i crack the nudging system and get back msn 7.0 and nudge spam everyone that ever nudges me and ABUSE the button. I'll sick my nudging rampage on you.

Hanging out at Samuels made me reminisince the old days when we used to do just sit around and do nothing in his room and went cuckoo in the room next to his lol and the days that i used to go yumcha with him EVERY friday. Then when i see my previous entries that i;ve never thought that i would read, it made me thought of my past. The exes i had that never worked out. No, im not talking bout Danny and Chris. The others that i've once went out with but never worked out i meant. My ex, Justin, i think i kinda disappointed him lately. Kept calling me out for yumcha but i kept turning him down coz im always busy with something lol either other friends already took over my time, either im already sleeping at home, or im out with the bear or something. LOL

i miss the old days,

where i just hang around and do just anything stupid and dare anyone on anything. i Need to get my body back =A= and how the heck am i supposed to pay Juin when she is gonna close down her batch soon >_< cant find anyone else to make my costume if she is gonna close it down soon. Gah... think.. THINK JUN!

no can do..

brain damaged.

LOL niters everyone.  Bless you guys that read my blog and fuck you guys again that got fucked up over my blog LOL

College is full of doramu =__=

Drama and politics is never avoidable in college. Betrayal too.. this is just stupid =__= i have no idea what's what with youngsters these days. Or maybe i got too old for this.

Hurt and disappointed. Thats what i feel about Anlynn and Louise. Well, more to of being disappointed to them anyway lol they were the ones that ditched me, or avoided me or something coz they feel that my way of doing assignments, the friends i have, or whatever reason they feel convinient to is why the should leave me behind after being friends for that long of a time period, and now they make themselves look as if they are the victims and im the one who dumped them and called insulted them. Uh, i have no idea how i insult them coz if wasting my time by playing left4dead most of the time in college area cyber cafes is insulting them then.. i guess all cyber cafes should gulung tikar.

Seriously..
dramafags should just...
ugh... =__=

And the best part is? They have sebastian to coop up with lol the most non brain user of the group. Assignment wise he is usable but human wise.. not so wise at all. We had this drama assignment back in year one and we went to Shereen's place for shooting and she is the daughter of FELDA's CEO and so yes the big guy is old. Sebastian has the nerve to actually say that 'oh, since her father is so old, when he dies, Shereen can get loads of 'harta' after he kicks the bucket'. That day itself made me feel like slapping sebastian hard. The best part bout sebastian few days ago is when i called him gay. We were all laughing at the joke i made bout him and duh, anyone would know that its a joke even if you are offended or not. Its a joke and it only matters when you get offended. But the way he takes it, is way over my league of comprehension. He told my friend this;

Sebastian: I hate sandy coz she says that im gay
Friend: She's only joking la
Sebastian: I don't like it.
Friend: But when anlynn and Louis said that you are gay, you din get offended?
Sebastian: They ok one. Coz i know they are joking. But sandy is different, she is serious that im gay.

LOL???
Seriously, LOL?????
I am totally lost of words to actually describe him of his mentality and what he is doing now. I think you guys get the picture. Kids. They only like to hear what they want to hear and shove off what they hate to hear bout.

And the best part is,
today we are discussing on what to write a report on for english and everyone had to get an approval from the lecturer before proceeding our topics. Sebastian asked Sarah what's her topic so Sarah jokingly and i repeat, JOKINGLY made up a topic which has nothing to do with me whatsoever about; Why i Hate Sebastian. Sebastian asked HER and i have nothing to do with her jokes and he feels that SANDY THE GREAT absolutely has everything to do with it and so conviniently he makes an assumption and makes it a fact that SANDY THE GREAT asked the whole group of Sarah's to boycott him =A=

what the eff?

I have never seen such perasan-ted person in my whole life. The whole class got approval from the lecturer coz our report topics are quite general such as pregnancy nla bla bla bla shopping and stuff. Anlynn, Louise and Sebastian just came up and showed their mentality and maturity by presenting a topic which they have no idea what kind of words should they use on;
' Why friends burn friends in a negative thinking but in a positive way'

=__=

Let me translate it.

Its supposed to be

' Why friends flame friends in a sarcastic way '


well, if i wanna be perasan yeah i feel terasa abit in the topic but... ?????? i mean.. dude. When you have something that you don't like bout an individual, its still between you guys PERSONALLY. They wanna make it public. Somehow i felt glad that i have a better way of handling feuds =__= if you guys cant handle conflict professionally, please spare us, or namely me from your childish frantics. I would have expected this topic from Sebastian but please, Anlynn and Louise? I never thought that they would stoop to that kind of level. I would have never thought that they would be THAT childish to entertain such topics and i thought that they would be mature enough to understand what is stupid and what is not. I was wrong. I was REALLLY wrong to have thought that Louise and Anlynn would have been a better person than Sebastian. I guess they are just the same.

I am VERY disappointed with the both of them.

Maybe my way of criticising people is harsh but hey. Think of what i said. To be honest, i felt hurt to be betrayed by the both of them who i call friends. I guess who doesn't get betrayed in college heh? Still, i cherish the times we had and used to have. Once you bit the hand that fed you, everything changes. They wanted to do this and then they make it look as if they are the victims. I give them a round of applause for that. Coz they deserve it for such a good stage performance ; )

Which somehow now that it hit me.
Im starting to question Sebastian's christianity. I think that there's a phrase in the bible somewhere that says, 'thou shalt not hate thy neighbour' something something. Lol look who's filled with hatred now lol
I shall let the three of them be consumed in hatred and do stupid things while i hold onto my popcorn and watch the show =D


anyway

went to ElCedor for father's day dinner. Elcedor is a Spanish restaurant that serves only and i mean ONLY PIG xD non halal yesh and the owner is a Spanish guy. Kena molest XD he's a great guy. We shared our food with five pax and i think we were pushing it. we ordered a cheese and macaroni with mozarella and bacon topping and a meatball pasta, specials; the ribs and the suckling pig in mango and herbs. The cute thing bout the restaurant is that when you order the suckling pig, the head of the night will chop the piglet with a plate in three parts and make a wish with that plate and break it. Yes, throughout the night, you will hear plates getting smashed and since it was father's day, we had our dad smashing his plate lol quite a unique experience. You guys should try it. We had complimentary bacon cream chowder and Tequila for digestives. My sis went drunk from a small glass of tequila. Depends on your luck coz the tequila is HEAVEN and its LIMITED XD

NON HALAL PICS

:::: The tequila i had :::



:::: Meatball pasta we had ::::



::::: Ribs that we had :::::




:::: The heavy course of the night. Suckling pig :::


Chinese restaurant suckling pigs are only served of the roasted crunchy skin but not here in Elcedor. Its served half a piglet then its really HALF a piglet with the meat and skin =A= it was a horror to finish it all up. Lucky thing that we had the digestives to warm up our bellies.  We did not have the pasta and everything else we ordered individually. Everything was SHARED and still it was a horror lol but nevertheless, the meatballs were HEAVENLY and the ribs is a friggin reccomendation from me. It is LOVE! Its marinated in caramel and it tastes like popcorn. WHERE CAN YOU FIND PORK RIBS THAT TASTES LIKE POPCORN!??!? Only in Elcedor. Yeah, its always full so book your places before planning to have a dinner there. Its in Changkat Bukit Bintang. Bloody high class good for nothing street. LOL


I miss my bear bear =3
he bought me a new phone =D now i have two phones lol actually i was planning to go fix my W960i's touch screen coz its going cuckoo again. Right at the day that bear bear lent me his new W705, i asked for it so that i have a phone to use when i get mine to fix. Eventually my phone got jealoused of the W705 and the touch screen is working just fine again. I wanted to give the phone back to bear bear but he said that the phone is mine for the taking. YAY XD i love you so so much bear bear. No matter what he does, i will always love him just the way he is.

I ish off and equipped with arsenals for tmr's war with the childish brats again XD
oh yeah, i will be busy from this weekend onwards until 11-12th July weekends. I will be working in Guardians Sunway  Pyramid so if you guys have the chance to come drop by, call me for lunch yea lol

Well, i've been driving around with my expired license and now, i just realized that i've been driving around with an expired License AND road tax LOL I didnt realize that my road tax expired on the same date of my license! WTF. i didnt realize anything until my mom found out that my cousin's car's road tax was gonna expire and that hit her and she went to check on my car. She had to run all over KL just to renew my road tax lol sorry mom.

Not only that, i finally tasted the nostalgic taste of taking the lrt out again hahaha

went dating with dear dear again at times square, its been a long time since we had a whirl in the arcades so we spend most of our time there today and its been so long since someone asked me for help on how to face a threat from an ah long/taiko lol i think my advise was abit of a suicide. Coz his girl, more of a wife to be cheated on him and went out with this so called taiko that is already married with kids and threatened my friend to beat him up if he calls his ex again. The girl dumped him for the taiko. Have no idea whats ppl thinking lately. Remember ppl, if there's anyone, any guy threatens to beat you up and call up a gang to scare you. Just tell them this; you call your taiko to beat another guy up for a vagina. In the world of taiko-ness, there's a strict rule bout, DO NOT USE YOUR UNDERLINGS OR YOUR SUPERIOR'S NAME TO BEAT UP ANOTHER GUY FOR THE SAKE OF A BLOODY VAGINA/FEMALE. If you did, you get beat up by your superiors in the end anyway. So if there's anyone that tried to threaten you this, tell them that even their datuk also dun wanna look at you.

Then at the end of the day we had Sek Hou with Riku and his girl. Geez, his girl is one crazy bitch. So then we went to look for hikki at her place. I bought a bread replica keychain/phone strap. It looks like a bread and SMELLS like bread but it aint bread. There are cakes and stuff but i prefer the bread slice like the one you get from gardenia lol it smells like chocolate bread. NICE WEI. But, careful, the whole thing itself is chemical based and do not smell it too often or hold it too often. Will destroy your health.So play at your own risk lol

i brought it home and pranked my family. My parents did not fell for it, but my aunt did. She almost took a bite LOL but i prevented her from biting it coz of the over amount of melamine. Soooooooooooo ... next stop, college students LOL

i miss my dear so so much =3
its been so long since we dated like this. Most of the time we just hang around do nothing XD

+__+ was awaked by the sounds of kompang coz of my neighbor's wedding day. It didnt really bother me that much coz the intervals sounded like bass lol the most cutest part is when my dog got so scared over the sound of those booming kompang, it ran upstairs and scratched on my room door begging me to let her in. I opened the door and it gave me those puppy dog eye looks and whined the whole time so i let her up on my bed. She curled up and was shaking in fear lol i couldnt stop laughing at aki lol although i was really sleepy i couldnt really open my eyes fully haha

question, what do you guys think of wandering boyfriends or girlfriends? My law is simple, you wander for one i go for ten lol

having emo emo angry anxietic whatcamalist you call it last night. Came home late during the evenings coz my class finished at 7pm. Since everyone bailed out when i asked eddie if he wants to have dinner with me or not, he didnt want to coz he had to fetch poh lee home early so i fetched Chia yee back to her hostel. Wanted to have dinner with anlynn and louise but they bailed out also. Have no idea what's wrong with the both of them but they just never fail to make me go =__= at them. Just coz they have a problem with assignments and i think they don't like the idea of me being so mixed with taiko tailous something like that. Whateverrr man. I still cant stop lol-ing at them lol first few weeks of college and there's already politics going on around the campus. Serious lar.. when are you guys gonna grow up just a little? beh, and my anxietic strike is coming back again. I forgot to eat again. Not completely but my stomach is going numb again. So, i don't know when im gonna forget what i ate or not lol Went to jusco wangsa with chia yee, eddie, chee teck, kenzie, ivy and i forgot what's her name lol coz ivy need a new book rack coz her house is loaded with books everywhere. So we split up and i payed my bills and bought some essential stuffs that i need for my car's ventilation thanks to kaori who purposely smoked in my car and i need air fresherners now. So i bought a packet of bead fragrance from glades and at least it smells great now. No more jusco selection packets =__= Then we hang out around the arcades for a little while and i didnt really planned to play on the ferris wheel gift box where you need your timing to unlock the carriages with a lever and a plush toy or gift will fall. So i was tempted coz the wheel was filled with strawberry plushies lol then out of dumb luck, i got myself a strawberry bolster. Wasted Rm10 but the first bolster was gotten out of Rm3. The other Rm8 was i wanted to get one for Chia yee. Failed anyway.

Last night was wtf. Serious wtf
My driving license expired and i didnt knew anything bout it coz i didnt check. I was still driving on thursday where it expires on wednesday and on thursday, there was a road block by JPJ checking driving licenses LOL lucky thing i got through without getting stopped for inspection and i got to know that its expired just only after i finished having dinner with my dear dear at pandan perdana and the road that usually has inspections for license is just around the corner near dear's place wtf i was so freaked out. Since i couldnt find anyone to have dinner with me so i went to look for my dear again for dinner lol we kept hitting each other with my strawberry bolster and i have one big 3in1 attached strawberry bolster kept inside my car so while driving, we were hitting each other like stupid. I think the cars next to us or behind us is going wtf as they were driving lol

and that i have no passport sized photos to start with and i told my parents bout my expired license, they put the blame on me =_= wtf? I blame myself for not checking it early enough but what they were blaming on me was ridiculous. I don't have passport sized photos. Sorry, i don't take pictures often but heck? You blame me coz i dun have them? And then you blame me that my license expired so early and blame me that saturday is a public holiday and i am so stupid. Wtf man. And then i said i have class on monday and they blame me for having class on monday =__= WTHECK???

Well, let me say this,

- I don't have passport sized photos is because i dont have them and i don't have the need to take a picture of myself for it. Blame the needs and wants not me.
- My license expired coz the JPJ says so. Blame JPJ not me.
- Saturday is a public holiday coz its Agong's Birthday. Blame him not me.
- Im stupid coz i have your genes. Blame you not me
- I have class on monday coz the college says so. Blame my college not me.

UGH!!!! I wish i could find a job and be a millionair now and get my ass off from this forsaken roof to be called as a home. Don't you think that im not pressured. I AM pressured. Though i never failed my  subjects in college, im still scared that i might not get enough CGPAs to pass my whole course. What is wrong with me =__= my friends say coz its me getting too involved with stuff and problems that i have no time to concentrate on my own studies. Maybe they were right. I need to lay off and relax. I need to stop worrying bout stuff that doesnt relate to me although they keep finding their way to get near me.

I need to slack off a little more often.

Im tired =__=

tired of being the one that is working off her butt most of the time doing everything for everyone.

Well, its time to work =3= and im feeling abit bored of working actually. I have a very lazy bone to start with. At least the pay is good =D Imma gonna work at Pyramid Guardians for Dove Unilever as a promoter for a little while. Pay is good at least. Rm100 per day. So its gonna be RM600 into mah pocket soon lolz since im working for 3 weeks part time every saturday sunday. Gonna earn some extra income =3= coz im too addicted to shopping now.

My neighbor five doors over is having a wedding kenduri. Rich bastard, five house apart and their tent is set up all the way to my front door. Its still okay now coz we can still park our cars under the canopy. Imagine the day of the wedding man... its gonna be a havoc. Coz their makcik pakcik sedara mara nenek datuk moyang cucucicit is gonna come over and where are they gonna park their cars? Right... its gonna be a murder.

College was alright i guess, assignments is a murder. i have to do loads of research from now on. Gawd, i wished that i could slack off once in a while during college. I just HAVE to end up in a useless group and do all the work myself =_= will someone ever let me rest for a little bit? Although work was great but this is just peh. Good news is, Mr Julius Ang is teaching me history again yay. I can slack off his class anytime i want and just buy some snacks for him and he'll be alright lol

Went to look for dearie today. well, at least everything's turning out good day by day now. The only thing i could do now is wait until he is stable enough in his career and stuff.. yeah, stuff. Nevertheless, i still love him loadz..

Im having a writer's block...

all i want now is money and my dear XD

Well, i wanna give a whole bunch of big big big big BIG thanks to Brian, Eddie and Chee Teck for helping me out. The bear got into trouble coz he let a customer who owed the company and now he has to pay. To you guys, i can pay you back around 17th full hopefully.

Im wondering, since i did too much this time and he did told me that he felt pressured coz i did too much for him again. The last time he felt pressured, he lost feelings towards me a little. So now i don't think this favor is a small one. Im afraid that he might lose even more feelings towards me coz of the feeling of guilt lingering in him. Though he may not admit it, well, i aint stupid. I know him so i can practically guess what's gonna happen.

After repaying everything, thats the time when im gonna see what's gonna happen. Coz i asked Kian Hong's opinion on my situation, he too would feel the same way but depends.

What im most afraid of is, one day, if he would still bear this guilt in him and so happens that he lost feelings for me entirely and wanna break up, but he didnt ask for a break up. He might stay together with me just coz of the guilt and responsibility to repay me back. I don't want that. I don't want a relationship out of responsibility and repaying gratitude. Coz i've seen alot of my friends went through this kind of situation which i did not expect that i would experience it myself too. Well, if he really reads this, i wish to let him know that if so happens that he lost feelings for me out of pressure or he found someone new, its ok to tell me for a break up. I rather get hurt and know the fact that its a fact that you already got bored of me or something than to get even hurt to know that you were with me for the whole time just coz of responsibility and guilt.

Or maybe i should save all the tears and just ask for break up myself than to hurt anyone further and relieve him of his guilt and burden.

I know the risk im taking at the very moment i decided to help him. But i just cant sit here and look at him die.

im confused...

what should i do from now on?

First week of college was a HORROR. I have no idea what made me wanna go college whatsoever. I do NOT have an idea WHY the heck did i even attend the tutorial replacements from Ms Yeow for Public Speaking. I drove there for nothing. I sat there for nothing. Most of the time, whatever i did there was ran to the toilets as soon as i put my bag down coz i have a severe stomach ache when i was driving on my way to college and god knows how much suffering i was in. Then i went to the toilet and spent the most ridiculous 15minutes of my life in class.

Then i went to hang out at Chee Kun's place and talk bout stuff and then headed to lecture and damn was it a boring one. We are talking bout Malaysian Histrories. IN ENGLISH. Malay was bad enough but now in english. Like hell there's no difference with the story, just that its in bloody english. I don't get it, its not like history is gonna change when its in english or anything. Just bloody give us back in malay so that it could cut us some slack than remembering shitty stuffs that most probably we have never even heard about during our high school in english. What's the big deal with english man? Its not like our lecturers are really great and literate in english or anything. So just spare us from listening to those manglish that our lecturers are trying to force feed into us. Malaysians' english is already reeking so stop making it worse =__=

i got my results for last semester's subjects. It is a damn disappointment. I memorized my notes like shit. Studied like hell and all i got was a crummy old C+???? WTHELL? I gave exact answers coz i memorized the whole stack of notes. Then i gave exact and complete examples and situation case for the whole thing. I practically almost made an essay out of the question and all i got was a crummy ol C+ when people who practically did not even touch their notes and study actually could afford to get an A??? What the hell is wrong with the examiners man!? This is SOOOOO the motivation i need for my studies =__= to hell with you examiners.

The college is so full of bleh for the first week. Not to mention my ex =__= oh... my god. I do not know why in the world would he do that but he DID that =__= and really, i do not know what is his purpose but i feel that he looked REALLY stupid doing that. I mean, he seriously look like the world's most biggest retard i've ever met. Heck, seriously dude! Whatever he did there was actually showing to me that it was God saving me from a whole life of mistake. It seriously. Man, seriously. SSEEEEEEERRIIUUSSSLYYY! What in the world was he thinking and nothing's gonna happen you idiot. You just showed how immature you are and how consumed you are by your past. GET A LIFE.  He kissed a girl in front of me and then gave me the 'too bad for you' look. Is that supposed to make me feel bad or something? Like hell i would? It made me laugh so hard and i almost headdesk myself to death. DUDE! If you wanna go date her just go on man. Spare me from looking at your frantics TRYING to make me feel bad. I found my other half already so could you just live with it? Nothing is gonna make me feel bad bout us breaking up or make me flinch or feel anything related bout you =__= it actually made me feel REALLY GLAD. Glad that im away from you. WTF weiiiiiiiii can someone slap him silly for me? Right after he went 'too bad for you', his friends were laughing with him =__= blabablabagarh?

i cant believe that idiots do exist =__=

College slightly started. Why i say slightly? Coz most of the classes were bloody canceled. The best part is, Yeow Lai Chee is back to teach us Public Relations. No, i am not happy bout her coming back to teach us, i was being sarcastic. Coz i never liked her. Not her clumsiness and irresponsibleness. Most of us certificate students back in 2007 did not make it to diploma coz of her. She can misplace your assignments and blames us and says that we did not hand in our job. WTF the next time she ask us for assignment handouts, im gonna MAKE HER sign a form first before she takes our project to prove that WE DID HAND IT OVER. She takes her assignments seriously. Well, who doesn't? I take mine seriously too hello? I don't want my spotless record tardied thanks to your carelessness.

Back in 2007, a whole bunch of friends of mine in broadcast had to repeat their subjects and in the end we had to sign a petition together with Graphic Design, Broadcast and Public Relation students just to sound the bloody Ms Lai Chee in the office to take her own responsibilities. There's no such reason bout you being a part time lecturer means that you can misplace our stuff just like that. Not only that she misplace our assignments, the stupid part is, she can fail your assignments last minute and not telling you no shit at all. Then when tomorrow's your finals for the very subject that she is teaching, she can call you or text you in the middle of the night and say 'you don't need to go take the exam tomorrow coz you failed your coursework and you have to repeat the whole subject next year'. WHAT THE HELL. In tarc, every student has the right to know whether how good or bad is their project and if should they fail, they are all given a chance of a make good project to at least pass the subject. But she did not even give us no shit of a sound bout us being failed or pass and she made us waste another year of our lifetime in the college =_= not only that, now she wants to start our tutorials early coz she has the RIGHT to go Bangkok next week for a vacation and leave us with a whole bunch of courseworks for us to think of what she wants from us. WTF??? Like hell, there's a whole month of semester break, why didnt you go bangkok THEN?? Why must you choose when we already started college? EFF YOU .

Anyway, went out on sunday with Brian, Ivan and DA for a game of L4D when brian's so suddenly free lol i was still sleeping until he gave me a wake up call to go out and i was having a good dream wei =_= it was so good that i havent had it for like.. forever =__= and he had to call me and wake me up to kill zombies lol we usually go L4D at NetStudio Sri Petaling but then we kinda have this urge o go try out Blitzone near the school area though i was against it. Gave in eventually and turns out that it was right of me to be against it. The sound system sucked and the system keeps lagging most of the time. Not only that, it made brian mad XD But it was great coz at the end of the day, we were like wtf XD coz we only had 5minutes left and the game tilted and we were kicked out to the desktop. So, since it was only 5minutes left, we were playing blood harvest or something i think. We were in a train safe room and since it was only five minutes, the whole zombie shooting session turned into a homicide XD The moment the game starts, we started shooting each other until we fall. Who dies first fail XD we couldnt stop laughing and i think i almost choked on my Mocha that time lol couldn't really tell whether was it my saliva or my mocha haha then finally after several times of dying first, i was the last one standing at some point and i opened the door and i think DA shot the car and triggered the alarm and sounded the hoarde towards the safe room. So i had a shooting spree and everyone asked me to go suicide. I couldnt decide whether should i get pinned by a hunter or just get strangled to death by a smoker. Then they told me that behind the tracks where our safe room is on is a cliff so i headed towards the cliffs and jumped. We laughed like stupid. Mainly it was me who was laughing like stupid coz my character was Zoey and when she fell, her scream was so corny i couldnt help laughing lol.

Then after the game i got home around 5 or so and my mom was playing mahjong with Man and the others. Then came Kaori's phone call asking me to come out and have dinner with him. Eventually i said yes but he was trying to find for more people to go out. But to no avail, he couldnt so i made a bet with him. If i cant find hikki out then its off if hikki agrees to go then its still on. I don't mind driving up to her place and to subang anyway lol so she agreed and we went to Asia Cafe. I was thinking of calling Jared but Hikki and Kaori didnt really want to so.. i said maybe when we find a place to sit then we'll think about it. When we reached there, Kaori said there's no need to call coz there he is sitting there already lol He came with Nerv, Teh-O, KidChan and Cheebs. Then we sat inside and Kaori had fried rice, hikki had gyoza, so did i but it wasnt enough coz the buggers were damn small. So i ordered some sushi. We were thinking of playing a round of L4D together but Hikki didnt want to and wanted to play pool so we played pool and we sucked like hell XD then we hung out at Kaori's for a little while and headed home after that. It was great hanging out with that bugger once in a while lol its nice seeing benny again. Kaori's dog lol its been years since i've seen it. And its still wearing its diaper! XD

College was.. ugh. Yeah, i went to college on the first day. Arent i a good student? LOL anyway, i couldnt help going peh at the juniors lol coz i was wearing really peh that day coz it was only a freakin lecture so i didnt really wanna stand out like i used to be lol perasan la and the newcomers were like, peh on me coz i was walking alone. We tarcians are pathetic lol we can practically stand out with simple stuffs not like your porsche or ferarri or whuetever shit you guys have in your rich and famous private colleges. We are very conservative we have normal lives. Turns out the lala sanctuary myth bout tarc is wrong. We are just poor kids who cant afford to live so happily like you guys with your parents giving you money to pay RM30k for a whole course and we are more to realistic than 'oh im so educated than you coz you are from TARC and im not' mentality. So lemme tell you guys how pathetic it is lol i can shut anyone of those juniors up just coz i have a car and just by making havoc =D XD the more people you know in college, the more i get to pwn you. LOL i just love the psycho college i have. Though its so problematic and stingy, still i love em people.

Anyway.. i still hate my time table nevertheless =D

and,

i have no idea what's restaurant city in facebook is for and its not addictive and no. Sorry, im not like you guys who have no lives by clicking on your facebook everyday waiting for your character to level up everytime and just sit there ranking yourselves when its not even you =__=;; i rather go out and play l4d anytime anyday or come out hang out than to just sit in front of the pc and log into facebook and go duhhhhhhh..


i just don't get FB games.

I hate my second year timetable. ITS MURDER! I have to start class at bloody 8am and then it ends at farking 8pm WTFF

College is a bummer!

Im now think if i should go college or not =__= coz every first week of a new semester, tutorials are always off until week two. The bloody class i have until 8pm is a lecture class. Lectures are still on regardless whether its first week or not and even if the tutorials are off. Im now thinking if i should go college at 6pm just to catch the class or not =_=

Here goes my timetable:

Mon

12pm - 1pm Translation for Eng, BM & Chinese (T)
2pm-4pm  AHMC2414 (i duno wat subject) (L)

Tue
8am-10am  Translation Eng, BM, Chinese (L)
12pm-2pm    Chinese Translation Class
4pm-6pm   Public Speaking (L) 
6pm-8pm English for Masscomm (L)

Wed
8am-10am AHMC2414(T)
10am-11am  Chinese Translation Class (T)
12pm-2pm   Psychology Class (T)
4pm-6pm  Psychology Class (L)

Thurs
10am-12pm   Malaysia National Goals and Programmes (T)
1pm-2pm   Public Speaking (T)

Friday
8am-10am   Translation ENG and BM (T)
12pm-2pm   Public Speaking (T)
2pm-4pm    Malaysia National Goals and Programmes (L)
6pm-7pm   English for Masscomm (L)

(T)  -  Tutorial
(L)  -  Lecture
Red  - Not my class
Blue  - wtfness


WTHELLLLLLLLLLLL

i don't mind staying late in college if the college is something like Taylors or something in the suburban area. But this bloody college is FUCKING HAUNTED! No one in their RIGHHT MIND would love to stay back in my college when there's something lingering wei =__= not when there's actually a student getting possesed and stuffs flying around in the teacher's lounge!!!

NO WAIIII

Its testing our sanity!!!

THE COLLEGE IS EVIL!

They get to bloody get off early coz their office hours are till 4.30pm. And most of the time they already left at four! Which legitimate establishment lets you go at freaking four in the afternoon where standard time is at 5pm and some even had to go home at only 6.45pm???? You effing lazy college! And you expect us to stay back so late. Come on man! The lecturers needs their lives too you know? You make them attend college at effing 8am and leave at 10pm. Come on! We students need a break and so do you lecturers wei. You stupid departnment got problem or something? You guys are already the most laziest bunch of dirt in SSH yet you want to work us like dogs? Look at SBS wei~!!! They are efficient and hardworking. They DESERVES to get off at four. What are you guys doing in your offices? Shoot insults at us students that practically pays a role in paying your monthly pay check and do nothing bout our complains until the department has to find someone from the government to actually monitor you guys. You dun get such shit in SBS and SOT! SSH you guys suck wei! Puck up! And stop torturing us students and your lecturers! No wonder all the great lecturers that USED to teach us quit their jobs! DAMN YOU GUYS.

=___=

Since last semester Jayson, a friend of mine owe me a dinner and today he finally treated me for dinner lol Jayson is a friend i got to know from college when i was studying in certificate. Currently he is now working in UOB as a mortgage agent which i am getting annoyed at his constant rambling and ranting bout how hard is his job lol i got to know him coz we were both on the same job once in a modeling agency. Which, i forgot to ask the photographer a picture for portfolio +_+ i hate myself for forgetting this. Stupid idiot kept teasing me coz i forgot all bout it and sent me his instead and i thought it was mine -_- idiot pranked me. This is the picture that he sent to me and said it was mine. It was a joke lol



so today we met at Midvalley and its the first time i drove myself to midvalley coz usually it was brian that drove me up there so i don't quite have the confidence to drive myself to midvalley myself. So i parked my car at the north court and lucky me i got a parking space just right next to the mall entrance. So i hung out around MPH reading some biographies then he spooked me from behind. You see, he's taller than me ALOT and the way he walks.. =__= its soundless despite wearing those leather shoes. I was really spooked coz i was reading something tense in a corner until he made those spooky eerie sounds to scare me and i almost screamed in the middle of the bookstore. =_= and then everyone looked at me when i got spooked. FARK. Strangled him.

Then we had dinner at Madam Kwan's and i had some Mushroom Chicken Rice. Its Rm16+ just for some chicken rice =A= its just so stupid. Since he's paying, whutever XD and he introduced me that set so i just took it. He had a nasi lemak? Seriously, we should have eaten Shojokiya right next door for the same price with something better wei... but he's paying =3= i cant make any decisions so bleh and too bad for him. He wanted the fried chicken nasi lemak but he forgot to say anything to the waiter and he got rendang. Which... at the first glance, i felt like puking coz the rendang looked like waste from someone had an upset stomach.


::: Looks weird XD took this picture after he almost finished his plate though. but STILL looks like bleh XD :::



::: Took a snap shot of him when he was eating. He really hates people taking his picture but too late XD he was trying to push my phone away with the tissue but i pushed the button just in time haha :::

So then we messed around in the bookstore again coz he was looking for some books about property and interior design coz he is gonna work as a branch manager soon which he kept gloating about throughout the whole dinner. Whenever he tried to gloat, i squeezed lemon into his rice xD and we were the most noisiest customers XD then we walked around i helped him chose a new shirt coz he really need a new one =__= he looks positively GAY in pink. So like i always do, i chose lime green XD he looked okay and fresh in that color but he kept complaining so FINE. Black =3= i threatened him that i would make PLUs go after him if he wears black. But he still went for black lol im starting to question his preference XD Then we chatted bout modeling jobs. The last job he had was stupid. So was my last job.

We posed under the scorching beams for almost an hour and we were breaking into sweats. We both swore to never take any jobs that needs beams =A= Eventually we headed towards The Gardens and lingered around Hugo Boss looking for more shirts. Suddenly i got an sms from a guy called Tony Wong, a guy that was trying to after me since my last job at MetalTech. He bought me lunch and kept coming to my booth to talk to me when i was working. So he sms-ed me asking where am i. So i said im at Midvalley. So then he said that he's there too and if we could meet up. I didn't reply him coz i overlooked his message coz i was replying my dear. Then suddenly the both of us bumped into him and Tony thought that Jayson was my boyfriend -A- we made a clear point that there's NO WAY in hell that we would be couple lol but Tony didnt really quite believe us though. Not like i care coz Tony is just.. uh.. an acquaintance. So i don't really care what he thinks or whatsoever coz he's more like a stranger to me than a friend. I don't know him for pete's sake.

Then we went home and i drove myself home again. thanks to brian for giving me a heads up on where should i drive to and which road should i take, i didn't get lost XD Though the traffic there is a headache even its already 10 or so.

Honestly, during the whole dinner, i kept thinking of my dear the whole time. I felt that we really should go Shojikiya together someday =D since the weekday parking rates is flat. Way better than parking in Times Square lol akshually, the chicken rice i had didnt really fill my stomach. It was great and all meeting back an old friend but the dinner was just bleh. Im gonna find a way to make him treat me another dinner again. This time, something better lol XD XD XD

Honestly...

there's nothing interesting around Midvalley. I have no idea why we chose there in the first place. =__= nuts. When i asked him, he said that its coz it was his constant dating spot with his ex that he recently broke up with. Garh... i feel like a lol XD everytime we meet its always when he breaks up XD pwoor guy. Models should be in demand wei.. he fail XD XD XD (i got hit several times when i said that he fails XD)

anyway..

A friend in need is a friend indeed =D have to break his skull abit to make him numb from the pain don't i? XD